[269] Shadow Of Doubt

I've been really doubting myself just as a person as of late. No particular reason, although I did get a letter from one of the colleges basically saying I wasn't accepted maybe that was the catalyst. (there's plenty more colleges I have yet to hear from so it's not that bad) I just sometimes feel like even though I try really hard, don't stop and have so much to show people but sometimes it still doesn't ever feel like enough and I start really doubting myself. And it got me thinking the other day, one negative comment can really make me feel sad whereas nice comments (though I really do appreciate them) don't have the same impact. Like why is it that even with hundreds of amazing, genuine and nice comments one can make me start doubting myself?? I took math, I know it doesn't add up but still. I feel like that happens to a lot of people, where one negative comment can hold  the same weight of thousands of kind ones. 

I also kinda feel a bit burnt out but I usually do for this doodle project like every other week so that's not new, just why I posted a bit late today haha. 

Anyways thanks for reading, just rambling some thoughts I had. I haven't really been talkative in my  descriptions lately have I? 
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